the sun went down again
frick. this sucks. will i ever feel contentment? why do i get this way and what do i have to do to get another way? (sigh) i don't even think theatre is going to cure it this time. i guess we'll have to see. i'm trying to figure out if i want to spend some time helping out the local community theatre with their lights and effects the next two weeks. i seriously think i'm going to turn it down. but why?! why do i want to push away the one thing that i love doing the most?! perhaps because it will take up a lot of my free time over the next couple weekends? perhaps it's because i don't think it will change my outlook. i gotta fix this thing.
Current Mood: 
depressedCurrent Music: the crushing voices in my head 
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