Sunday, September 25th, 2005

Time	Event
9:57p	Rant and Rave all right all right. where the hell do i get off this freight train of crappy situations? i'm a good person. and people don't generally tell me i'm not. ever. thanks for the fking vote of confidence. (sarcasm) boy am i ever glad i have had such wonderful people who care so much about me. i'm sorry. i'm upset. i'm hurt. and i'm on the super-defensive right now. so i'm sure that my ravings will heal what needs to be healed--at least for my part. because i must be the most selfish and horrible human being for what i've done in the past to keep getting crapped on like this. i kinda like to live by the whole thing of--if i don't have anything good or nice to say to someone, i don't say it. (i'm sure that line will stir up some drama). i give up. i suck. i shouldn't even be ranting right now, but i have to scream at the world when no one wants to listen. maybe this isn't the best way to keep my dignity. but this is my space to write. and so i write. that's it for that. i'm gonna take about ten minutes and then write another entry about the awesome weekend i had. Current Mood: hurt (Comment on this)
10:12p	Good times What an UNBELIEVABLE weekend! So many amazing things happened. I had soooo much fun. Q's band rocks my face off!!! And the after-party I went to was just as good. Some old faces and some new ones. I couldn't ask for more situations to enjoy all in one night. I saw some people from high school that I have not seen in a while--funny how some people don't change, they just get to be more fun to be around. Man, I gotta start getting more sleep so I can stay up like that more often. It's kinda tough when you are running on 4 hours of sleep a night. (shrug) Oh well, I had a fantastic time anyways... Current Mood: crazy Current Music: deal with it (1 Comment | Comment on this)

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