Current mood:

cold and alone

uninvited
u know, i feel like i help people around here as much as i can every day for 8 hours sitting in that damned chair at a computer answering everyone's very important banking questions. i don't want to help here. i want to be a part of it, not just donate a bit of money or some food service volunteer work. but hey, it probably won't happen. my dad thinks i'm crazy for even thinking it and evidently what i wrote didn't really excite anyone else. so whatever. nevermind. i'm just hormonal imbalance incarnate with pms. don't mind me. i just talk about things i don't even understand sometimes. and i'm also a bit miffed because once again, it's friday night and no one has called that said they would call. no one has invited me to the "spectacular" party that is supposedly going on. and i'm starting to wonder if anyone really thinks of me unless i call them first. (shrug) oh well. i guess i don't really care. i seem to put myself in these positions anyways. thank God i have something to look forward to on Sunday.