ignored
there have been some to think that i have fallen off the face of the planet and don't have any feelings after being ignored for a few days/weeks/months. sillies. i am still here. i am still me. and i am still on vacation. thank you for your NON-sensitive NON-concern. it just makes me build better walls. and since i know that those this is directed to will never acually read this, i wouldn't really expect any good to come of this post. and i guess it is a bit hypocritical of me to post this when i myself have told myself "if u don't have anything good to say don't say anything at all." but i guess i just want to scream at the world when no one wants to listen. it's kinda like my way of being the self centered person (that i evidently am).

i feel like i forgot my own birthday. oh wait. no, i'm pretty sure they all knew. (sigh) i guess i just ignored it like i've been ignoring so many other things that i think are kinda important but nobody else can help me come to a full frontal battle with them. it's a bit disconcerting when we ignore things that are kinda important, isn't it? just let it fester. maybe it will explode or implode when we least expect it. been there, done that. eventually i forget what was bothering me and start ignoring responsibility completely.

i quit.