Current mood:

uncomfortable

i just had a thought. it wasn't about anything or anyone in particular. but now that thought is gone. sorry if i offended you. if i did, it probably wasn't about you.

i do my best not to offend or hurt anyone by what i write--however, i do have a hard time with writing exactly what's on my mind and NOT offending anyone. how the heck am i supposed to write anything that means anything without breaking some poor bastards' heart? (Even that last phrase was probably offensive to SOMEONE out there). I guess my point is this: I had to hide my last entry because evidently what I had said hurt some of you out there. For that I am sorry. For those of you who approached me about it--you know who you are--it wasn't even about you, but thanks for noticing.

Now I'm kinda bored with this blog. I can't friggin say anything on it because now I have to worry about who is reading it, and not necessarily who, but because the whole world can read it. I have many aesthetic things to say that are going to offend. And the next time i actually share my thoughts, i will actually have to NOT care about offending or hurting anyone. And really, the only thing that really fking hurts is that the people that WERE mentioned in the now hidden entry, have not even noticed that I have a blog. Not that it matters.

Seriously people. Pregnant people are just that--people...and hopefully of the female variety. Sorry i hurt your feelings, but please understand, I have WAY more on my mind that I wish I could vent somewhere. Evidently this is not the place.